[It's not that she blacked out - Maketh can list the events as they happened, has already run through them in her head a dozen times - but that she can't recall exactly what she was thinking. There must have been a reason. There's always a reason.]
[His eyes flicker briefly; he doesn't disbelieve her, because he's had his own experience with that.
But it's not a good enough explanation, because there's still this twisting feeling his stomach that's way too familiar. The only way he can keep it--and all the emotions swirling with it--under control is so focus on trying to resolve the problem.]
Okay. So how are you going to make sure not to do it again?
[Maketh was sitting on the couch when she got the first message. She's lying on her side now. It's more comfortable. It would be nice to go to sleep, she thinks, and ignore this for a while.
[But he's starting to lose patience, not specifically even with her, just the situation. His thoughts are drawing more and more inward, to other memories and experiences, and it's making it difficult to stay as neutral as he's trying to.]
But fine. For right now like... I guess that's best.
[He almost adds something else, but he can't make himself say it and that's probably for the best.]
[Maketh gives him a vague wave, then accidentally drops the phone. It hits the floor and slides under the couch. Maketh sighs, then just decides to leave it there.
[He waits a moment to see if she'll pick the phone up, and when it's obvious she's not going to do so he feels a flash of anger and the sudden urge to throw his phone. But instead he just cuts the connection.]
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mismanagement) wrote2016-01-25 02:02 pm
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[Emily told him that much, but it's a start.]
And so you were... Mad? Freaked out? What?
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[It's not that she blacked out - Maketh can list the events as they happened, has already run through them in her head a dozen times - but that she can't recall exactly what she was thinking. There must have been a reason. There's always a reason.]
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But it's not a good enough explanation, because there's still this twisting feeling his stomach that's way too familiar. The only way he can keep it--and all the emotions swirling with it--under control is so focus on trying to resolve the problem.]
Okay. So how are you going to make sure not to do it again?
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Not that she will. Unprofessional.]
I won't speak to her again. Unless needed.
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[But he's starting to lose patience, not specifically even with her, just the situation. His thoughts are drawing more and more inward, to other memories and experiences, and it's making it difficult to stay as neutral as he's trying to.]
But fine. For right now like... I guess that's best.
[He almost adds something else, but he can't make himself say it and that's probably for the best.]
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Enjoy your view of the dust bunnies, Chris.]
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